God’s Frankenstein

February 27, 2007

Lo! I’m drowning
In the sea of past I’m recalling,
That has flooded my present
And swallowed my presence

Like the crescent, incomplete, floating in the murk
Confined to a path, bound to the earth
That’s full of pain and scarce of mirth
Barren & bruised as I found at my birth

I’m like a nag amongst the stallions
Creeping backward unlike the valiant,
Just to hide my stains from a million
Eyes: I covet the instinct of chameleon

Don’t blame me for spoiling my dreary soul
That you’d inspired into my hallowed mould
I never craved those wings that made me fall
What I begged, a mate, a companion of soul

But, you do not heed
You just lash and bleed
Your Frankenstein for his misdeeds
You poison my life & compel me to breathe

Before asking any question, just solve my riddle
Untie the web that has clutched me in the middle
And seize those waves of passionate ills
Then expect me to answer against my will.

_________nocturnal

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MAIN SAHIB-e-IMAAN NAHEE

February 24, 2007

MAIN EK MUDAT SAY HALAT-E-HAZAR MAI HOON
MUJHAY RAH-O-SAFAR SAY KOI KAAM NAHEE
MAIN EK MUDAT SAY APNI HEE KHOJ MAIN HOON
MUJHAY MANZIL KAY NISHAAN SAY KOI KAAM NAHEE
MUJHAY RAKHT-O-RAHZAN SAY KOI KAAM NAHEE

ZANGEER-E-ZAKHM QADMON MAIN HAREE HAI AB TAK
PHIR SAYYAD KAY CHUNGAL MAIN KYUN GAWAIN KHUD KO
NIGHA MEREE, KISEE CHARAY PAY KYUN DAY DASTAK
KYUN KISEE RAAZ KA HAMRAAZ JATAIN KHUD KO
MISL-E-DAMAN KYUN HAR BAR PHAILAIN KHUD KO

MAIN EK BAAGHI, ATA’AT MERA IMAN NAHEE
RAH-O-RASM SAY, ULFAT SAY MUJHAY KAAM NAHEE
MAIN ISHQ KAY LASHKAR KA AALAMDAAR NAHEE
MERAY HATHOON MAIN BEWAFAEE KEE TALWAAR NAHEE

MAIN RAFAQAT KO IBADAT KAA DARJAA DAYDOON
MAGAR AFSOWS KAY MAIN SAHIB-E-IMAAN NAHEE.

Translation:

For long I am in stagnation
nothing to do with course or voyage
For long I am in quest of self
nothing to do with beacon of destination
nor to do with treasure or robber

Shackle of bruises are still crisp on limbs
why we waste ourselves again in hunter’s cage
why should my eyes knock on one’s face
Why deceit ourselves as porter of a secret
Why should we beg everytime
Just to get fake pennies of love.

I am a rebel, submission is not my virtue
neither to do with culture nor affection
I am not the doyen of army of devotion
I have no sword of treachery in my hand either

I would level friendship with worship
but alas ! I am not a believer.

By: nocturnal
Translation: Mystic Soul

ENTWINED TOGETHER

February 24, 2007

You know, my eyes cry your tears
You know, your face displays my grin
You know, my soul, oh my dear!
Takes the lashes for your sins.

You know we are entwined together
We share the hive and we both endeavour
To suckle the light from the dying glimmer.

Have a look at yourself, don’t shy away from mirror
We have got no wings, got no feathers
We are made to crawl on the sandy river.

So why you loathe me, deny and oppose me,
I am your part, you can’t disown me,
I lent you my life and that’s all you owe me.

You know, my mind breeds your fears
You know, your heart spoils my seeds
You know, my neck, oh my dear!
Deifies an axe for your misdeeds.

_____________NOCTURNAL

OUR TIME IS RUNNING OUT

February 23, 2007

I wanted freedom
bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I’m addicted

now that you know I’m trapped sense of elation
you’d never dream of
breaking this fixation

you will squeeze the life out of me

bury it
I won’t let you bury it
I won’t let you smother it
I won’t let you murder it

our time is running out
our time is running out
you can’t push it underground
you can’t stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?

you will suck the life out of me.

___Muse

ONE OF THESE DAYS

February 22, 2007

One of these days

You’re gonna stab me in the back

And I’m gonna shoot you in the head.

When Love And Hate Collide

February 18, 2007

You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time
I got your number on my wall, but I ain’t gonna make that call
When divided we stand baby, united we fall

Got the time got a chance gonna make it
Got my hands on your heart gonna take it
All I know I can’t fight this flame
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind
Cause I’m crazy ’bout you baby, time after time

 Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can’t stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide

I don’t wanna fight no more, I don’t know what we’re fighting for
When we treat each other baby, like an act of war
I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise
When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes

There’s a time and a place and a reason
And I know I got a love to believe in
All I know got to win this time.

Without you
One night alone Is like a year without you baby
Do you have a heart of stone
Without you
Can’t stop the hurt inside
When love and hate collide.

___Def lep

YOU WILL HAVE TO ANSWER TO…

February 17, 2007

When they kick out your front door
How you gonna come?
With your hands on your head
Or on the trigger of your gun.

 ______Paul

 

A LITTLE NOTE

February 16, 2007

If you want to conceive BLISS then marry this whore(life) and get her pregnant.

And if she(life) doesn’t want to have a child then rape her continuously until she dies.

From,

A Virgin Rapist.

WHEN DID YOU LEAVE HEAVEN?

February 15, 2007

When did you leave heaven ?
How could they let you go ?
How’s every thing in heaven ?
I’d like to know.

Why did you trade heaven ?
For all these earthly things ?
Where on earth did you hide your halo ?
Where did you lose your wings ?

Have they missed you ?
Can you get back in ?
If I kiss you would it be a sin ?
I am only human
but you are so divine.
When did you leave heaven
angel mine ?
___Bob

ME, BULL & THE DEVIL

February 14, 2007

I was born with two horns you know! 

Its no joke, actually I was born on May 7 (5/7), So according to my date of birth, my zodiac sign is Taurus-THE BULL.

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Its strange that they represent Taurus and Devil with almost identical symbols.I still remember how I was called the Devil by a self proclaimed ANGEL. I’d never felt so bad before that really hurt me deeply, only then I realized that NOT ALL THE ANGELS ARE HALLOWED , SOME OF THEM ARE CURSED AS WELL. THOSE CURSED ANGELS WITH BROKEN WINGS DON’T POSSESS HEART, thats why they inflict wounds upon those who possess this delicate jewel.

The only difference between the DEVIL and the TAURUS is forked tail, so I am holy until I grow one.